Growing up we were raised, taught to be strong and reach for the moon! We were in that generation (the movement) of equality and woman were achieving amazing feats.
Our generation of woman were not afraid to do the extraordinary, we defied ordinary. We waited to have a family, we took time to seek our careers and still managed to find the time for friends, the gym and probably worked harder then ever, may i say maybe harder then a male?
We were just getting started, and there was no way we were going to show them a drop of sweat. I remember feeling proud of how exhausted I was, feeling the pain of pushing the hours. The actual “avoidance” of pain and fatigue was my jam.
Then the family got bigger. The stress started to feel overwhelming and I didn’t (couldn’t) say anything. I was stuffing all this down, mentally, physically I was cramming these fears of failure down deep.
I kept that show going for as long as i could. The “face” of success, the “look” of having it all under control, running further and further into the depths of depression. I depressed it all. I gave it my all, the home, kids, husband, company; wasn’t this what I was supposed to do? Would I cave at “the top”? No frigging way.
Until it i couldn’t.
The breaking point comes, it always comes. I wasn’t actually winning at all, I wasn’t living.
I see this now, in others and it’s heartbreaking. I see the confusion of what the belief system is and what the reality is. The version of you that once had desire and ambition isn’t gone, it’s just in hibernation.
I say that because it’s kind of what it felt like to own my self again. That soul that felt the need to explore again, feel again and care for myself again. I collected her all back together again.
You can have this all. We are all absolutely whole all the time, we just need to heal some of the abandoned parts and bring the mind and spirit out of hibernation.
You are the priority now, you are worthy of all that dream to be again. It’s waiting for you, always was always will be in you.
I created a new lifestyle that boasts power and confidence so that you go after life again. The badass never left. I practice mindful thoughts, mindful desires and mindful life. YOU can as well.
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